Sobbing

I'm so sad.

When the truth comes out about someone that you really care about, and the truth is how they really feel about you, really drains a person. I'm shaking because I'm shell shocked. It just kills me inside because I realize that maybe this entire time I have been the problem, but have been blaming others. I don't know anymore, but I know that friendships are so hard to maintain. You can't please everyone I guess, even though we want to. That really is all that I want though: to please people even though I may not be pleased by it. I haven't really been accomplishing that lately but I should go back to that to see if it makes anything better. I just ignored the truth though, I didn't respond or anything which I hope was the right choice because I KNEW if I responded it would end in a fight. Maybe I made the right decision for once...