Best Friends for NEVER

Honestly though, like don't you hate those people that consider you best friends BUT THEY DON'T TELL YOU ANYTHING? I hate that. Like that is my life as far as friendships go. I have a group of 4 friends...and I'm the one who for some reason never gets told anything at all. I'm always left out of the loop. And it sucks, but I have come to accept it I guess because I'm not really friends with them now. Or at least I feel like that. I still hang out with them (because if I didn't I would sit on my couch with my multitude of cats...) but I don't ever look forward to it. I prefer to hang out with them individually rather than as a collective group (to be honest I only like hanging out with 2 out of the 3). I have one friend who I can go to for everything and anything and she is just so true and I like the idea of kind of moving along from one friendship into another. Maybe I have commitment issues...yikes.